Bella, sweet ferocious Bella. Where do I start and where do I end. The past decade has been filled with so much, many has almost become a blur. The one thing that has never changed, is her striking beauty. As if from a different planet. How she walks, talks, moves and expresses like no other person I have ever met. She’s always captivated me with this unintentional charm even though she always knew she had it. I know that Bella spent most of her life aware of her power and was so afraid of it that she blew her own shit up on purpose. Just as an excuse for people not to get too close. But no matter how angry or lost she was, she had this magnetic pull I’ve witnessed so many people find impossible to deny. Simply put, this woman is incredible. She’s done her fair share of ripping me a new arsehole when I deserved it, but I always came back for more. The most fierce and outspoken person I’ve known, I just grew to accept that there would always be this wild creature impossible to ever be tamed. Then I watched as the darkness consumed her life and I was helpless to do a thing. I had no choice but to let her go. I never thought I would hear from her again and the loss of her in my life was difficult but deep down I knew it couldn’t come close to the grief and loss I witnessed her go through. Still it was hard. No other lover compared. No one could match her energy. Nobody sucked and caressed my cock the way she did. Nobody rode my cock so deep whilst exploding and convulsing with orgasmic pleasure. And nobody had her mind. In a way to have known her was the ultimate blessing and the greatest curse all at once and it fucking sucked. She did something to me and I didn’t know how to be after she was gone. Like a huge gaping hole was torn inside of me. I felt lost and it forced me to go in search of something more. I grew a lot from that loss and eventually I came to terms with what she had done to me. Forced me to take a long hard look at the man I was and I knew something had to change. A few years passed before Bella randomly popped back up into my life. She was still the striking beauty I had always known, but something was different. From all of the pain and suffering that had bonded us together and ultimately tore us a part, what I witnessed was something truly remarkable. She’d taken all that anger and pain transforming it into so much love and light she was almost too bright to look at. She sparkled and all I could think was fuck my dear, you are breathtaking. Of course both of us had changed so our relationship was never going to be what it was before but I just knew then it would be better. There’s no other way to put it. Bella is one of the most valuable people I have ever had in my life and I love her. I always have and I always will. The love has changed over the years but I think what we have is a soul connection. The truth is I don’t think you get to be so close to her for so long without one. She is a soul mate. Bella is stunning, hot as fuck, the sexual energy on her is electric. That bum, the lips, those eyes will have you hypnotised. But she is so much more than that. She’s the closest to goddess I have ever met. I actually think she is one and after all these years, I am still coming back for more. I guess you could say I am proud and honoured to be in her corner.